about Burning Man

a cool article.

crafty: sun clothes for the playa

dust-and-sun inspired items for la petite fille ~

i hear what you're saying ~ "that white stuff will be ruined in minutes!"  

but it's all about comfort in the sun and heat.  

the purple pants are what Sealion calls, "Aladdin pants" very similar to Mommy's dance pantaloons.

here is the only photo of her actually in her gear.  

the sleeves and collar were not finished on the shirt, but you get the idea.  

dusty beats

and this is the pandora station that Sealion is listening to get his playa-paration bumpin':

Bassnectar.

dusty groove

here's the pandora station i'm listening to today to get stoked while i pack for the playa:

Cheb I Sabbah

oh, and by the way ~ from that earliest post in the month (the *only* other post i've written this whole month!), it might seem as if i'm abstaining from blogging.  but that's not the case:  

i'm up to my earballs in playa prep!  my other habit ~ espresso ~ has become a daily given as i  obsessively plan, search, or create, (and take care of the babe, of course).  and when i'm not doing all of the above, i'm TIRED.  and don't feel like being productive otherwise.  hence the aforementioned episodes. . 

[and i say "i" as if sealion hasn't done 100 times more work than i. . . ]

habit forming

i'm developing a habit.. 

i'm watching Sex and the City episodes at night. . 

with my big mug of milk, and perhaps a square of chocolate,  

when anjali is solidly snoozing and the boy is at work..

i pull out my computer and open iTunes.  at first i was just buying episode by episode, but then i finally just purchased the whole first season.

damn is it good stuff.   

pertinent, but rambling nonetheless

blogging is like any other habit.  the more you do it, the easier it is to do.  some days, when i'm really in the groove, i write more than one post.  and then sometimes weeks go by and i don't feel that i have anything worthwhile to post.  for me and my process, i think it is most important just to write, to check in with myself and assess what is going on with me and my self and my life.  

there has been something bothering me for a while:  i continue to have a frustration with being on the computer.  i feel that when i am on the computer, i have plugged my head into some Matrix-like existence that is other than the here and now.  this bothers me.  but the way in which i communicate, express myself, and, largely, learn about the world around me is by being online.  i fantasize sometimes that i could just give the computer away and never go online again (we used to live that way, right?).  but then i'd have to use the telephone. . (ha!  it's true though, those of you who know me are aware.)..  most of the people whom i care about, other than my husband and baby of course, don't live near me or anywhere close.  so the internet enables me to feel closer to loved ones who aren't, and . . facilitates *not* fostering a community where i actually live.  and right now when my baby is sleeping i could be doing any number of productive or simply pleasurable activities on this sunny morning in Berkeley.  but instead i have my head in this box.  the computer draws me in like the tv in a restaurant that's playing a baseball game that my eyes just get drawn to whether i want to watch it or not (and i don't).  so here i am, writing this rambling post.  i have attempted to write with my hand and a pen when i get the mood to blog.  but honestly, i learned to write on a computer keyboard.  it is so much more effortful to move a pen with my hand than to type on a keyboard (in college i did get myself a non-electric typewriter to be like those writers i admired, but it's sooo much harder to push down those keys!!), and by the time i do it i've lost my train of thought.  or maybe the exercise of writing is better for that very reason.  i have always tended toward the Luddite.  [and to romanticize and idealize it.  i often fantasize about living at a Zen monastery farm in Marin county. .. or maybe France ~ as long as i'm fantasizing.. ;-)  but even Buddhist monks and nuns use the computer.]   

i think a *lot* about what i put out into the world.  i censor myself a lot.  so as an exercise for myself, i'm going to actually publish this post in its rambling coffee-before-adequate- nourishment spastic nature.